#21

My heart is open to loving you, that is a fact that I cannot deny,
But I can't do this with you today.
Believing that this is something that it will never be, that it was never meant to be,
My bubble has burst today and reality has given me a stinging smack.
I don't know what it is about this beautiful Monday,
Warm sun shining, a cloudless sky
I just can't today, and it's scary.
Because I used to be able to follow with blinders, not giving things a second thought
Fooling myself to think that it's right
Fooling myself to think love can conquer all
When I know what the reality is